Am I spoilt?

I've only just realized that I don't eat. And it isn't in an anorexic fashion its just like a choice regular mustard or honey mustard. I can't say its having an effect I think I'm the same size (I have no scale so I can't be sure). This is probably b/c when I eat my body hoards the nutrition...NO WASTE HEre mo fo we keepin all of this. Yeah

So I realized this weekend that I lived on a pack of oreos (the big one) and a bottle of sprite....from friday to Sunday. So pitiful so now I have to wonder if I am spoilt. I mean growing up food wasn't a big issue. If there was cooked food I ate if there was none I ate biscuits and juice...Boy were those summers long cuz even tho my mom is a teacher and technically was on vacation she never seemed to be home.

So am I unable to eat a meal unless it is prepared by someone else...cuz I'll eat out and buy food but if I have to cook it myself, I don't eat.
Isn't this weird, I'll stay hungry, I won't walk to the cornerstore and buy cereal and milk, isn't that crazy!!!!!!!! I don't even love myself enough to go to the grocery and feed myself. I don't even understand it and I am doing it to myself.
I only eat when I'm attending class I get something on campus,,,,so forget about having breakfast, something I always did and KNOW the importance of doing.

Sigh I need someone to cook for geez. maybe then I'll eat. Til then I'm accepting all dates. Damn that sounds chickenhead-ISH but damn a girl still needs to eat.